thoughts on emptiness

granted, the roommates are gone for the weekend, so my current emptiness is part superficial.

but there's a touch of irony with this particular brand. it's the kind of emptiness you only feel when someone's filled you up beyond capacity... and then runs off to leave you to wonder.

i feel completely blindsided at the moment; unsure and impatiently curious even moreso. it'd be in my best interest to forget it all and get on with my ridiculously busy life. but somehow i don't think that's going to be the case with this one. pffffff.

don't remember the last time i was this distracted by someone. crikey.